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1. |
Overture
00:53
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SCT:
I think last year was a better year for me
I was doing well in school
I had good friends
Even though I was grieving
I was doing okay
This time last year felt like that strain in your chest and stomach when someone hurts your feelings
RB:
Last year I made a lot of good friends and invested my time into doing stage crew
AA:
At around this time last year I was stressing
Overstressing
About junior year and not getting along with my mom
But still trying to validate my friendships
CC:
Doing everything I regret
CG:
This time last year I was in a dark place emotionally
but surrounded by all of the people that I love
KO:
Watching the guy I liked falling for someone else thinking I never had a chance
SAM:
What was I doing this time last year?
Well...
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2. |
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[Verse 1]
Are you the ghost or am I?
Who am I kidding
I can’t lie
I’m sorry I’m so damn shy
I never meant to make you cry
[Verse 2]
If you’re the ghost haunting me
Please, I’m begging
Just let me be
How can I be free
when I’m not even me?
Please just let me
Dream.
[Verse 3]
If I’m the ghost haunting you
Do you flinch at everything
We’ve been through?
How come I’m ignored
Out of the blue
Redrawing the lines you once drew
[Verse 4]
Are you trying to walk through my walls?
Trying hard to make me fall
Have you ever
Given your all?
Look at what happens
When I take my eye off the ball
[Verse 5]
How do you manage to haunt my dreams?
Ripping them from the seams
Filling my thoughts
With ear splitting screams
Shatter me please
By all means
[Verse 6]
Was it something I said?
All the truth that I bled
and the note that you read
Did you wind up tearing it to shreds?
[Verse 7]
Maybe it’s just my ignorance
Or my emotional difference
Or maybe just our difference
But I’ve been searching for clearance
And I think I’ve found it
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3. |
Prayer for Dawn
02:13
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[Verse 1]
It still tears me apart
How could you not see that thought?
Clearly I’m fine
On the inside I’m dying
[Pre-Chorus]
Normally I’m okay
Flashbacks don’t happen everyday
But certain places and times
Highlight past crimes
[Chorus]
I need a reality check
As I watch the stars from my deck
The cut down trees are like me and you
reminders of the storms we once went through
Stand tall, stand tall, don’t fall
[Verse 2]
Left or right
Fucking pick a side
Hostility, that wasn’t there when you were mine
The leaves that I step on
Are dreams I once had donned
Our trees so bare
Do you even care?
[Chorus]
I need a reality check
As I watch the stars from my deck
The cut down trees are like you and me
What I thought we’d never be
Stand tall, stand tall, give it your all
[Bridge]
I cried so much that rainy day
Tears filled with everything since May
I sat under those trees
With my face between my knees
[Verse 3]
Calling out with silent prayers
Mind racing with evil dares
I’m wishing you the best
You know the rest
We’ve all moved on
But this is how I felt that night I prayed for dawn
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[Verse 1]
I find myself
Walking down a lonely street
It’s not enough
To know that what we once had was here
[Verse 2]
I miss your skin
and way you held me
so tight and near
It’s not enough
To pretend like you’re walking next to me
[Verse 3]
But I’ll follow the trails
We took on our first date
And when all else fails
Our encounter was fate
‘Cause no matter where I go
It’ll lead me back to you
All the storms I’ll run through
Just to show that I am true
I find myself
Often craving your presence
It’s not enough
Just to talk to you on the phone
[Verse 4]
I miss your voice
and the eloquent way the words fall
It’s not enough
To listen to you talk on the phone
[Bridge]
But I’ll replay our conversations
All the words never spoken
And I’ll always remember
Everything I should have said
‘Cause no matter who I talk to
All conversations fall back to you
Is there anything left for me to even do?
[Verse 5]
I’ll always remember the night
We curled up on the couch
Trying hard not to sleep
Fearing the other would be alone
But nothing was harder
Just feeling the rise,
And fall of your chest
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[Verse 1]
I’ve written songs about the other girls
The ones that turn my head to a blur
But it’s never been more clear
now that you’re here
[Chorus]
Keri,
I wanna tell you
So many things
Like the way my fingers feel
When they hit the strings
And when the sand burns my feet
And I fall to my knees
Would you give me a chance
If I saved my last dance for you?
[Verse 2]
I like to talk about the night
The things in the dark that like to bite
I write about the trees when I feel small
With you, maybe I could feel tall
[Chorus]
Keri,
I wanna tell you
So many things
Like the way the snow feels
On my broken skin
Or how I always hate to say goodbye
Spoken words mean nothing when a million written mean something
[Bridge]
Come sit under the trees
Where we can talk all day
The summer breeze flows through the trees
And we can sit in the grass
As we let the days pass
[Chorus]
Keri,
I wanna tell you
So many things
Would you give me a chance to make the moment last?
I just want to know you
better than I already do
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6. |
Sophomore Year
02:36
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[Verse 1]
Well I guess the plans started out kinda lame
We’d have a picnic and play a frisbee game
But twenty sandwiches later
Something felt greater
[Pre-Chorus]
The grass is getting greener
The air feels cleaner
As we walk on home that day
I begin to say
[Chorus]
We are the liars filled with love
We are the lions, not the cubs
We’re alright and we’re alright
Yes, We’re alright for tonight
We are the darkness filled with stars
We are the scars, not the blood
We’re alright and we’re alright
Yes, we’re alright for tonight
[Verse 2]
My veins sew together my heart
Young blood, ethanol nicotine
It’s hard to imagine such a life
Where people couldn’t give a damn
[Pre-Chorus]
We’ve got our own problems
We’ve got our own struggles
But tonight we will fight
[Chorus]
We are the liars filled with love
We are the lions, not the cubs
We’re alright and we’re alright
Yes, We’re alright for tonight
We are the darkness filled with stars
We are the scars, not the blood
We’re alright and we’re alright
Yes, we’re alright for tonight
[Bridge]
I’m hoping we could all get along
As we sing this very song
If you know the words
[Instrumental]
One, two, three, four
[Chorus]
We are the liars filled with love
We are the lions, not the cubs
We’re alright and we’re alright
Yes, We’re alright for tonight
We are the darkness filled with stars
We are the scars, not the blood
We’re alright and we’re alright
Yes, we’re alright for tonight
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7. |
Tell You All About Her
02:39
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[Verse 1]
I don’t even know what to say
Her eyes are very pretty every day
Like an ocean flooded out to grey
She always leaves me so speechless
[Verse 2]
And every word in the dictionary
Wouldn’t be enough
Her favorite color’s a red cherry
She always thinks that it’s so dumb
But I’ll promise you
It’s not dumb
[Verse 3]
In some ways she’s already mine
She’ll probably fall in love again
But more so this time
She’ll be fine ‘cause I’ll catch her
I won’t let anything happen to her
[Chorus]
And I’ll tell you all about her
I’ll tell you all about her
Every single small thing
So there’s nothing to infer
How something quite like this
Just happens to occur
And I’ll tell you all about her
I’ll tell you all about her
[Verse 4]
I’m beyond infatuated
With someone who’s so awaited
Every word I cannot speak
Every thought that left me weak
And I’ve been trying to open up
Like a lock without a key
It ain’t easy being me
When I've never felt free
But there’s a different pair of eyes
And they’re staring back at me
And the skies begin to lie
As the oceans start to widen
By the powers of Poseidon
[Chorus]
And I’ll tell you all about her
I’ll tell you all about her
Every single small thing
So there’s nothing to infer
How something quite like this
Just happens to occur
And I’ll tell you all about her
I’ll tell you all about her
[Bridge]
In ten years I’ll tell a story
In some allegory
And I’ll look back and smile
Would she stay for awhile?
And I’ll tell her all about her
I’ll tell her all about her
And like a glowstick I will crack
As I tell her all about her
[Chorus]
And I’ll tell you all about her
I’ll tell you all about her
Every single small thing
So there’s nothing to infer
How something quite like this
Just happens to occur
And I’ll tell you all about her
I’ll tell you all about her
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8. |
Maybe One Day
02:04
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[Verse 1]
How do you start a song,
When there’s no one to move it along?
How do you make someone laugh,
When their heart’s got a gap?
How do you tell me a secret,
When there’s a chance I won’t keep it? (Not true!)
How do you know that that’s a lie,
When in fact I’m very shy.
[Pre-Chorus]
And suddenly I’m less concerned with the stars,
And in love with the ocean in her heart.
[Chorus]
Maybe one day,
We’ll watch the sunrise my friend,
And maybe one day,
My stubborness will bend,
And maybe one day,
And it’ll only be for you.
[Verse 2]
How do you write a line,
When you feel so confined?
How do you say “I’m in love with you”,
When it’s hard for me to say “I love you too.”
[Chorus]
Maybe one day,
The creature won’t control me,
And maybe one day,
I can say the words of three,
And maybe one day,
Because I want to, and I want you, and I think it when I wake up.
[Instrumental]
[Outro]
Maybe today,
I’ll tell you that you’re lovely,
Maybe today,
You’ll tell me that you love me,
And maybe today,
I’ll call you up and tell you,
Maybe today,
Hon, I love you too.
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9. |
To My Love,
02:12
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[Verse 1]
I put my talents to the test,
And I figured this song would be the best,
You see my mind’s never at rest,
I want to leave you impressed.
[Verse 2]
I’m never good with the rhymes,
I just show all the past times,
That I’ve read between the lines,
Because my mind creates these crimes.
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ll change the way it flows,
Something I’ve never really done,
You deserve something that shows,
How you really make me feel like someone.
[Chorus]
When there’s nothing left for me to do,
And you’re feeling down and so blue,
Let your heart sing along,
You are right where you belong.
To show you how it makes me feel,
And to show you how it helps me heal,
And what is the big appeal,
I’ll tell you stories so surreal.
[Verse 3]
When I talk about the trees,
It’s just to put my mind at ease,
Something no one ever sees,
I feel so weak in the knees.
[Verse 4]
And I won’t be happy until I wake up,
Next to you we can watch the sun rise,
And I won’t close my eyes this time.
[Pre-Chorus]
When I lose my breath,
I’ll give you everything,
Until there’s nothing left,
And I hope this voice will ring.
[Chorus]
When there’s nothing left for me to do,
And you’re feeling down and so blue,
Let your heart sing along,
You are right where you belong.
To show you how it makes me feel,
And to show you how it helps me heal,
And what is the big appeal,
I’ll tell you stories so surreal.
[Outro]
And this’ll be my letter to you.
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10. |
That's A Fact
03:07
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[Verse1]
I said I’d write you a song,
But everytime it would all sound wrong,
So I’d write all day and I’d write all night,
Until it sounds just right.
[Pre-Chorus]
It’s a corny little song,
So tell me if I’m wrong,
When I say.
[Chorus]
I love you and that’s a fact,
Ever since we made eye contact,
And I could feel my heart contract,
And I thought it was a heart attack,
But it was all the love,
I could give to you.
[Verse 2]
How could an ENFJ,
Like you,
Fall for an INFP,
Like me,
I’m not like you,
I don’t sing out of the blue,
So if I’m gonna sing this song,
You better all sing along.
[Chorus]
I love you and that’s a fact,
Ever since we made eye contact,
And I could feel my heart contract,
And I thought it was a heart attack,
But it was all the love,
I could give to you.
[Bridge]
Can you see,
What you do to me?
And you say it like ever cliche,
I love you but I’m so afraid,
That your mom and dad will hate me,
But I’m gonna kiss you anyway.
You say it like every cliche,
I love you but I’m so afraid,
That your mom and dad will hate me,
But I’m gonna kiss you anyway.
[Chorus]
I love you and that’s a fact,
Ever since we made eye contact,
And I could feel my heart contract,
And I thought it was a heart attack,
But it was all the love I could,
Say it like every cliche,
I love you but I’m so afraid,
That your mom and dad will hate me,
But I’m gonna kiss you anyway.
[Outro]
Maybe that was good.
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11. |
Floating in an Ocean
02:52
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[Verse 1]
The salt and the sand,
Your hand in my hand,
You were singing to yourself by the shore,
You were the one I was sure.
[Pre-Chorus]
I was swimming in your eyes,
Living through all the lies,
I find you when I’m not looking,
I hear you when I’m not listening,
I smell you when you’re not even near,
And I can’t help but wonder how I got here.
[Chorus]
I’m floating in an ocean that’s you,
They ask me how I’m doing,
And some days I’m feeling blue.
But I stopped myself from drowning,
And I’m no longer frowning,
I’m just floating in an ocean that’s you,
In an ocean that’s you.
[Verse 2]
The waves don’t try to take me under,
There’s hardly ever lightning and thunder,
And I find myself laying on my back,
Going up and over every wave wondering how I got here.
[Chorus]
I’m floating in an ocean that’s you,
They ask me how I’m doing,
And some days I’m feeling blue.
But I stopped myself from drowning,
And I’m no longer frowning,
I’m just floating in an ocean that’s you,
In an ocean that’s you.
[Bridge]
I could say,
I love you and that’s a fact,
But that doesn’t mean you would ever want me back.
Maybe one day,
I’ll tell you all about her,
Maybe one day,
I’ll tell you all about her,
Maybe one day,
Because I want to and I want you and I think it when I wake up,
Maybe one day,
Maybe one day,
Maybe one day,
Maybe one day.
[Outro]
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[Chorus]
It’s a damn long summer,
What a bummer,
The last thing that you said to me,
Was glued in my memory.
Two years and we’re still running,
Is it only me that you’re shunning?
My hands are tied and tears are dried,
All that’s left is your goodbye.
[Verse 1]
It’s not even July yet,
But you’re still full of lies I bet,
I can’t seem to think straight,
So please, use me as your bait.
Just this once the light was on me,
Having trouble, can’t you see?
I needed help, you weren’t there,
Feelings were no longer spared.
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I sit and wonder,
What went wrong, how’d I go under?
Knowing you, you’d let me drown,
Our clear water was turning brown.
[Chorus]
It’s a damn long summer,
What a bummer,
The last thing that you said to me,
Was glued in my memory.
Two years and we’re still running,
Is it only me that you’re shunning?
My hands are tied and tears are dried,
All that’s left is your goodbye.
[Outro]
All through the month of June,
Things changed just like the moon,
What was I supposed to do?
I’m giving up on you.
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Sam Harvey Pearl River, New York
self-taught musician
songwriter
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